Misplaced

Misplaced

I look around
I am out of place
I don’t belong here
Yet I recognize your face.

It felt wrong
To be there tonight
I don’t know why
But I wanted to fight.

Out of place
I wanted to cry
I couldn’t understand
Things as they went by.

Was it wrong?
Was I misplaced?
Or maybe it’s because
They are all just two-faced.

1/31/07

My Dream Come True

MY Dream Come True

It must be a dream
It can’t really be you
All the nights that I prayed
Could those prayers come true?

If its you I will cry
I wouldn’t know what to say
All those nights that I dreamed
And it’s going to turn out my way.

My hopes are high
Is this happening now?
This is just what I need
All I have to ask is just how?

How did you know
That I needed you back
All those nights that I cried
I now realize it was you that I lack.

1/29/2007

i really don't care if u like this one...
it means the world to me rite now...

idk.... i need to come up wit titles for my poems

You’re the only place to turn
But I am afraid to reveal it all
I don’t want you to know
About my every trip and fall

I never wanted to start again
I didn’t want this life back
All I wanted was to cry
And forget everything I lack

I don’t want my life to end
Even if I am this far away
I need to turn to him
And follow all the way

Let this hardship pass
Don’t let this day be my last
Let me to return to my life
And let me forget my past.

1-11-07

wrote this wen i wasn't in a good state of mind.....
tell me wut ya think

hmmmm

I thought it was over
That all my fears were gone
But then I saw your picture
And now the tears come on

I thought that I was ready
To again see your face
But now I know I'm not
I know I'm a disgrace

I don't want to cry at all
I don't want to scream
I want to keep wishing
That this is all a dream

I know my end is near
And nothing can be stopped
Once again I am alone
And my fear cannot be topped.

1-8-07

*sigh* u prob. don't like it... but i had a lil breakdown and i wrote it...
and if u don't know my past then u don't know wut it means

another new one...

I am lost in this world of hate
And just hoping that it’s not to late

I want to turn back now
But I just don’t know how

Will I ever be saved from this
Or suffer from the pain that’s his

My words are pointless to you
Just as my thoughts are too

My thoughts begin to fade
I really thought I had it made

No one to hear me scream
No matter what I deem

I want to leave this place
So I no longer have to see your face.

1/3/07

yep.. another new one.. it sucks

I am done with it all,
I know that you hate me
And don’t care when I fall.

I’m a failure to you
As well as everyone else
I suck at life and everything I do.

When will it end
So I don’t feel pain anymore
I need my life to be a mend

You can’t hear me speak
Even if I scream aloud
You seem to ignore me when I’m meek

Along this path I stumble
Even as I continue on
I shall always remain humble

1/3/2007

Go ahead and trash it... i kno it sucks...