hmmmm

I thought it was over
That all my fears were gone
But then I saw your picture
And now the tears come on

I thought that I was ready
To again see your face
But now I know I'm not
I know I'm a disgrace

I don't want to cry at all
I don't want to scream
I want to keep wishing
That this is all a dream

I know my end is near
And nothing can be stopped
Once again I am alone
And my fear cannot be topped.

1-8-07

*sigh* u prob. don't like it... but i had a lil breakdown and i wrote it...
and if u don't know my past then u don't know wut it means